life.
Sometimes life is hard. Sometimes "everyday life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don't always soften the bad things and vice-versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant." The Doctor said that. Wise old man ;)
My life has been a jumble of good times and bad times lately. I hate to complain but this is just my life; You don't have to read on if you don't like!
English class has been 'meh' (one of my favorite words to describe something unpalatable or the lower-end of 'okay'). The teacher seemed nice enough at the beginning but he is an unreliable professor and most of the work is too simple to learn from. Busy work is not my forte (but a grammar pop-quiz is- I aced it today). I will be more than happy to leave this community college at the end of July... I am not as excited to leave all my friends and family here though!
I can do this! I need to focus on the excitement, the good, the new stage in life, not the worries so my anxiety won't get to me. It's not getting better (at least one break-down per week) but maybe there is an end in sight. I hope that dorm-life will relieve me of my stress of leaving. I just found out who my roommate for this next school year is! She seems so sweet and I'm praying that we'll get along well. I hope I am going to be a good roommate to her- I've never shared a room apart from summer camp!
I had a stress test today for my heart. It was filled with ultrasounds, running, and many monitors. I got so dizzy when I was doing it too! I hope the results are conclusive and the doctors will be able to fix me speedily!
Well, I've just gotten in from a fun school friend night of laser tag and Sonic. The night was filled with loads of laughs and good times. I am happy to have been able to hangout with them for some time before I go off to Mobile!
Goodnight, friends!
-my heart is not afraid (still funky right now)
My life has been a jumble of good times and bad times lately. I hate to complain but this is just my life; You don't have to read on if you don't like!
English class has been 'meh' (one of my favorite words to describe something unpalatable or the lower-end of 'okay'). The teacher seemed nice enough at the beginning but he is an unreliable professor and most of the work is too simple to learn from. Busy work is not my forte (but a grammar pop-quiz is- I aced it today). I will be more than happy to leave this community college at the end of July... I am not as excited to leave all my friends and family here though!
I can do this! I need to focus on the excitement, the good, the new stage in life, not the worries so my anxiety won't get to me. It's not getting better (at least one break-down per week) but maybe there is an end in sight. I hope that dorm-life will relieve me of my stress of leaving. I just found out who my roommate for this next school year is! She seems so sweet and I'm praying that we'll get along well. I hope I am going to be a good roommate to her- I've never shared a room apart from summer camp!
I had a stress test today for my heart. It was filled with ultrasounds, running, and many monitors. I got so dizzy when I was doing it too! I hope the results are conclusive and the doctors will be able to fix me speedily!
Well, I've just gotten in from a fun school friend night of laser tag and Sonic. The night was filled with loads of laughs and good times. I am happy to have been able to hangout with them for some time before I go off to Mobile!
Goodnight, friends!
-my heart is not afraid (still funky right now)
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